Turn the clock back to 2011 - divorced twice; single parent of 4 kids under the age of 15; struggling to parent teens by myself with a difficult ex husband; my mom died of cancer 6 years before and there were very few people in my circle for support and a LOVE of crazy, toxic relationships and friendships. Not an actual love - but, it was all I knew back then. 2011 was not one of my best years, I’ll admit. I was lost; trying to pretend I had my shit together. I didn’t. Sure